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I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I've learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh every day of my life My heart can't possibl

I wish I could write this in my real journal, but it is sort of inconvenient to do so at the moment. Felt something troubling me, and I happened to remember back to the last time this happened. My friend had the same probelm as me, feeling emotional, at that time, and figured out that we need Him to help us through it. So he ended up saying/writing a little personalized prayer for the two of us. It helped me immensely at that time. Little did I know that the prayer he wrote would come into play once again, today. I had texted (and still am texting..doesn't hurt to receive more words of encouragement) another friend, seeking something to ch